Once again a GOOD FRIDAY !
Each year, when Easter days pass by, I used to mediatate and 'feel very sad' on the passion of Christ . But to my surprise this year nothing happened so ! Neither worries, nor His Passion was my point of reflection!
But Jesus as a MAN, his Cross, His friends, and what am I to do with HIs Life? (Normaly the contrary has to happen- What has He to do with my life!)
Even during the night of passion, I felt like sitting with Him- just to know what I have to do with HIs life! And was going through the Gospel passages on the Passion of Christ ! ( Actually what happened was, I was doubtful of 'what to do' sitting next to Him.So thought of going through the Bible , thinking that some solid thought or revelation will happen to me. But I was mistaken !) Reading the Gospel according to John, a certain phrase of Jesus, started poping up very interesting to me.
"Do not let your hearts be troubled !"
As we go through this Gospel, its getting repeated many times- this verse runs through the chapters 14 to 17! Was it an assurance for us or for Himself ? If its for me, what have I to do with His life?
And can be seen the extremities that He is Speaking about- 'You will see me and then you will not see me!', 'Now I'm with you then I will not!', 'You will weep, you will be hated by the World,.... '- Do not let your hearts be troubled !!! - All the happenings, persecutions everything foretold.
But we can see Jesus clearly trying to reveal the Father God here. Everything He says, everything He does is from Father, nothing , not even a word or gesture comes from Him! And the Paraclete , who helps Him in doing so ! Shortly speaking, His Passion for St.John, clearly explains the Theology of the TRINITY!
His Agony was because , he was made to experince the Fruits of the Sin, not the Sin, and it is the separation for the God- of not being listened by the Lord ! Yes thats the fruit of the Sin- being away from the Lord- being all Alone for yourselves, being closed up in Yourselves , being away from the Mercy of the Lord! And thats where Jesus felt the agony at its peak!!
But what have I to do with this? There comes the 'Trianium Answer' !
The Father Glorifiying the Son, the Son Glorifying the Father and seeing this the people- We- I- glorifying the Father & Son with the help of Paraclete! What a marvelous answer He gave ! Glorifying God !
Thats what I should do ! But I cannot do it all alone, but with the help of Paraclete !
And I don't wannna be more in that Loneliness- being away from the Lord- NOT Being ALONE !
Each year, when Easter days pass by, I used to mediatate and 'feel very sad' on the passion of Christ . But to my surprise this year nothing happened so ! Neither worries, nor His Passion was my point of reflection!
But Jesus as a MAN, his Cross, His friends, and what am I to do with HIs Life? (Normaly the contrary has to happen- What has He to do with my life!)
Even during the night of passion, I felt like sitting with Him- just to know what I have to do with HIs life! And was going through the Gospel passages on the Passion of Christ ! ( Actually what happened was, I was doubtful of 'what to do' sitting next to Him.So thought of going through the Bible , thinking that some solid thought or revelation will happen to me. But I was mistaken !) Reading the Gospel according to John, a certain phrase of Jesus, started poping up very interesting to me.
"Do not let your hearts be troubled !"
As we go through this Gospel, its getting repeated many times- this verse runs through the chapters 14 to 17! Was it an assurance for us or for Himself ? If its for me, what have I to do with His life?
And can be seen the extremities that He is Speaking about- 'You will see me and then you will not see me!', 'Now I'm with you then I will not!', 'You will weep, you will be hated by the World,.... '- Do not let your hearts be troubled !!! - All the happenings, persecutions everything foretold.
But we can see Jesus clearly trying to reveal the Father God here. Everything He says, everything He does is from Father, nothing , not even a word or gesture comes from Him! And the Paraclete , who helps Him in doing so ! Shortly speaking, His Passion for St.John, clearly explains the Theology of the TRINITY!
His Agony was because , he was made to experince the Fruits of the Sin, not the Sin, and it is the separation for the God- of not being listened by the Lord ! Yes thats the fruit of the Sin- being away from the Lord- being all Alone for yourselves, being closed up in Yourselves , being away from the Mercy of the Lord! And thats where Jesus felt the agony at its peak!!
But what have I to do with this? There comes the 'Trianium Answer' !
The Father Glorifiying the Son, the Son Glorifying the Father and seeing this the people- We- I- glorifying the Father & Son with the help of Paraclete! What a marvelous answer He gave ! Glorifying God !
Thats what I should do ! But I cannot do it all alone, but with the help of Paraclete !
And I don't wannna be more in that Loneliness- being away from the Lord- NOT Being ALONE !
