Close your eyes, Fall in Love & Stay there !

Mistakes rule my life !!!
I accept my faults ! I do repeat - Love is all about forgiving !
Prejudice & judgements don't even have a place in True Love ! If so, its not Love !
I have mistaken! I know the hollowness within me. How weak and feeble I'm ! I do accept it and raise it to the Almighty in silence and pray to fill me with His Love !
For the grace to 'Close my eyes, fall in Love and to remain like that' !
A beautiful thought that I read these days :
"The chemistry of mind is different from the chemistry of love. The mind is careful, suspicious, he advances little by little. He advices “Be careful, protect yourself” Whereas love says “Let yourself, go!” The mind is strong, never fells down, while love hurts itself, fells into ruins. But isn’t it in ruins that we mostly find the treasures? A broken heart hides so many treasures."
Yes, its in ruins a treasure can be found ! But the difference here is even in the midst of ruins, when I go on your knees and my tears touch HIS feet, His Mercy fills my life and heels me, and there I find my treasure! HE turns everything good to those who Love HIM!
Lord I do accept mt faults. I'm weak and go insane most of the times! I do accept that!
I do accept that, without your knowledge nothing happens in my Life ! Let this conviction leads me ahead ! 
And I just wanna
 'Close my eyes, fall in Love and stay there' !

LOST....

Its all about Love !
A '100 days' can make a difference!
The days- of falling in Love,of laughters, of cracking jokes, of longingness to see, to speak ,to listen, of joy, of learning, of knowing, of realizing, of worries, of sufferings, of renewing, and of course of a NEWNESS !

All the long it started around 100 days back from the Pentecost ! Almost from the Ash Wednesday! And successfully running 100 days, I realize how damn fool I can be! I was busy creating a beautiful rainbow of LOVE all these days and at the end, a drastic end ! I'm loving the way in which HE interferes in my life ! How strange HE is? Wondering on all the beautiful concepts had been woven on Love ! The 'Love' which 'I had' 100 days back, is now completely different from the one which 'I have' now ! A '100 days' can change our lives a lot ! The vigil of Pentecost 2013- a BURNING experience - a renewing one ! I was Lost... Lost also my so called 'real love'!  But I loved it, because HE was teaching me something new, something precious, which I will never ever forget ! Love is all about forgiving and forgetting ! But Love is also about being 'Faithful' too, which really lacked in mine !But still I know, there is a search to know, what 'Real Love' is?

Love is the most beautiful thing in the world! It makes people so beautiful, so sweet and so unpredictable and also dangerous! Confessing the reality, I was really in a confusion, or to be precise I'M in a confusion on what is real Love ! Neither  exist criterias nor standards to define 'REAL LOVE'! It happens , when it happens ! As it says in Metaphysics, Love is LOVE ! nothing more nothing less ! And the long talks, jokes & laughters and all never take  you to 'LOVE'! If so, it will be soon the 'Lost Love', just like mine !

But the 100 days was beautiful with me! Was an eye opener to know, how my Lord is leading and guiding me ! Even though it was hard to learn it! All I could do was, go to his feet and cry! And it did  work out! Though my Head floats, though my senses freeze, though I doubt about my existence, I'm sure of one thing, that I have changed ! The Spirit has made me new person, has brought me a 'NEWNESS" ! All thanks and glory to HIM!

"Look at me as many times as you wish,
but you won’t get to know me !
Since you have last seen me,
I’ve changed a hundred times".